How many times have I started a blog post only to stop without posting it for one reason or another? (19 to be exact, but who's counting?) There are as many different reasons for the failure to follow through to completion as there are incomplete posts (again, 19). I think mostly they can be categorized as not being of a level I think they should be. That, as with everything in my life, my undiagnosed adult ADD also makes it hard to sit and concentrate long enough to write what I think is long enough, well written enough or sufficiently in-depth enough. This means that rather than setting aside my pride and seeking the Holy Spirit's guidance, I take the route that I know is a route of failure and rely on myself.
In the last few months my life in faith has grown in ways that a year ago I couldn't imagine. I am fasting one-to-two times per week, praying daily, reading the bible often, not over sleeping for mass and overcoming many of my more frequent and severe sins. I learn more and more about my religion each and every day and my faith every day.
If there is anyone who reads this, please keep me in your prayers. I hope to increase my posting on this blog and hope the Holy Spirit will work through me to make it something worth reading.
"If you want to be happy, really really happy, use your talents to serve others." - Eduardo Verastegui